Dear @Dr_BAuDouin, charlesbaudouin.
Thank you for the beautiful friendship you’ve given to me. With so much trust and love, guidance and care, I’m lucky, so very lucky to not only know and converse with you. But to share my day to day life with you as well.
You give me amazing inspiration to be bolder, stronger, better. You encourage me to not be a victim, but a fighter with a courage that nobody can bring down or make me feel defeated.
You’ve taught me that I can only make myself happy. Only I can change my course if I’m not in the place where I want to be. Do something about it. Take chances and risks.
We’ve travelled so far and so long to get to this point. We’ve had our highs and lows and the way we dealt with each event truly reflects our characters and souls. Your patience and understanding make me appreciate you so much more.
I love you.
In your moments of laughter, you make me smile and I want to bathe in that light with you. In your moments of anger or sadness, you make me ache for a better understanding of the negativity which plagues your mind so I can tear it out. In your moments of inspiration, you make me feel in awe of the boundless creativity which infects our minds. In your moments of twisted desires, you make me crave the darkness too.
You are beautiful. So much, it hurts. You have me obsessed, addicted, yearning and begging. I’m shackled to you. Chained and bound in ways in which I can never become free. How did you do this to me?
One thing I know for certain, you are the beginning of my destruction. You are going to kill me. Consume and devour. But I’m going to let you. And I’m going to love every second until there really is nothing left.
For what is a love without heart-breaking passion?
What am I without you?